Scared!

I'm silently freaking out! I am not used to leaving my future to the winds. I would like to be in control.

And some things are spiraling out of control right now that it's scaring the hell out of me!

Help!

:(

Going nowhere

Sometimes I feel like I am going nowhere. Like I am just drifting... dragging my feet. I have plans. Concrete ones. But most of it are still just that. Plans. No action done on it yet.

I am the type of person who gets stuck over a hurdle. I know I can get past it but for some reason, I want the hurdle to slowly go away on its own. I know, I'm weird that way! I can't explain clearly but I am sure I'm not the only one who thinks this way.

And I'm not the only one who feels like I am going nowhere...

To all the mothers out there...

You are a superwoman! And this is your day.

Happy Mother's Day to you!!!

Enjoy your day ;)

Working after midnight

I think working after midnight is not for me anymore. I don't feel the drive to write as much as I did. There's no more rush of inspiration when I wake up after midnight.

I remember this one time when I was about to sleep. It was around two in the morning and I was really about to pass out from lack of sleep the previous day. I just closed my eyes then when I suddenly felt this inexplicable drive to get back up and write! And I did! For two hours I was able to start a new blog, write 20 entries and tinker with the blog's theme. All in two hours! And believe me, if I wasn't too sleepy that time, I would have managed to dish out more entries.

I don't know if the drive isn't there anymore. Or I am just feeling uninspired lately. What I do know is that I don't feel like writing much during these hours after midnight. I feel like doing something else, maybe watch a TV show online. Or read another's blog. Or just stay in Facebook.

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